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The poems in Showtime at the Ministry of Lost Causes are survival songs, the tunes you whistle while walking through the Valley of Shadows, to keep your fears at bay and your spirit awake. The shadows here are many—cancer, poverty, a lost love, famine, suicide, war, an ever-encroaching existential angst. But so are the saving graces—a drag queen waitress whose “painted-on eyebrows arched like a bridge / toward starlight,” “strawberries / grown fat around dimpled gold seeds,” Pink Floyd’s “‘On the Turning Away’ sent through my car / radio like the ghost voice of a beloved long dead,” black phoebes rattling “winter / thistles, swollen throats percussing: / this is this is this is . . . ” Showtime at the Ministry of Lost Causes reminds us that where there is shadow there must, necessarily, also be light.

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  1. Cover
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  1. Half Title, Series Info, Title Page, Copyright, Dedication, Quotations
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  1. Contents
  2. pp. ix-xii
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  1. I. Good Morning Heartache
  1. It’s not the Holy Spirit
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  1. The Flock
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  1. Revolution
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  1. The Red-Shouldered Hawk, the Raven
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  1. When there’s no money left—
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  1. Good Morning Heartache
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  1. Showtime at the Ministry of Lost Causes
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  1. Colossal Failure of Human Design, We Celebrate the 100th Anniversary of Your Death
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  1. Ode to October
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  1. II. At the Reunion of Lost Memories
  1. Tampons: A Memoir
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  1. Conception Myth
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  1. On Air Guitar, Lip Gloss, and Flat Irons
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  1. At the Reunion of Lost Memories
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  1. When she finally lost the weight
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  1. Ode to Pink Floyd
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  1. Breaking the Broken Things
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  1. III. The Heart Has Four Chambers
  1. The Heart Has Four Chambers
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  1. A Thousand Words for Goodbye
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  1. Love Song for the Drag Queen at Little Orphan Andy’s
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  1. Fever Dream
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  1. Last Call
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  1. Coming Home
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  1. Prayer for Beginning
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  1. To the First Person Who Ate an Artichoke
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  1. The Gospel According to Sky
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  1. IV. That I Could Keep You Like This
  1. Still Life, Ocean Beach
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  1. In the Ocean Some Survive by Drowning
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  1. The locked box insists
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  1. Some Days Are Skin as Tinfoil
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  1. What You Were Doing Up There
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  1. That I Could Keep You Like This
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  1. A Million Silver Minnows
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  1. Halfway Up Devil Mountain
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  1. V. The Acrobats of Pittsburgh
  1. The Acrobats of Pittsburgh
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  1. Notes to Myself on the Morning after His Birth
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  1. Diagnosis
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  1. Don’t
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  1. Vocabulary
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  1. Get Ready
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  1. The Problem Is
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  1. How to Swim Naked in a Night Lake
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  1. How to Slice Bananas
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  1. His Currency
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  1. Melodrama of the Suburban Kindergartener
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  1. Instinct
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  1. The Words Are
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  1. Lake Dharma
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  1. Notes
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  1. Acknowledgments
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