Ni de aquí ni de alla: A Mythohistoriography of Growing Up In-Between

Using Aurora Levins Morales’ concept of “medicinal histories,” and Audre Lorde’s “biomythography,” this mythohistoriography weaves together multiple histories of the Guatemalan Civil War, Indigenous stories of resistance in Guatemala, queer and trans presences and erasures, the author’s family stories during this time, and the author’s upbringing as this armed conflict was supposedly ending. Through a Two-Spirit critique this layering project calls for different types of historicizing practices and methodologies for queer and trans studies to focus on in order to do responsible decolonial work. Ultimately, this project is part of a healing praxis meant to deal with generational traumas forged through forcefully forgotten and erased historias and memories of queer and trans Indigenous Guatemalans.