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from Dream Horses
- Callaloo
- Johns Hopkins University Press
- Volume 28, Number 3, Summer 2005
- pp. 671-676
- 10.1353/cal.2005.0123
- Article
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from Dream Horses
(an opera in progress)
Yusef Komunyakaa
PROLOGUE:
Standing Bear,
Where are you?
If I can draw a bow
And make my tongue say
Everything my heart wants to say.
Standing Bear,
Where are you?
The Dog of Dogs
Who crawls in his belly
Over the half-dead hills
And up the green valleys
Like night fog,
Wailing in the night.
Standing Bear,
Where are you?
And end this old debate [End Page 671]
Deep down in my soul
Help me to name
The names and embrace tomorrow
Help me find a place
Beyond the shame
And the sorrow.
So, I may travel
Beyond blood on the grass
And the first snow,
Toward a future in the past.
Standing Bear,
Where are you?
Against my skin
As if it knows
I can see all that I have lost.
I gaze down and see my son,
I gaze down and see Saxon
When he was only a boy.
When he was only a boy.
SCENE 1
And his men
Moved us from our land.
Where did they take us?
They drove us away— [End Page 672]
They drove us
From our land.
They drove the Ponca from the Niobrara
Into Oklahoma.
Into a waterless land,
A barren land
Where nothing grows.
And in no time
Prairie grass grew into snow.
And the night sun gazed down
As they rode each snowy hill.
Drying in the winter fields.
Made their footsteps grow shorter.
And they made the day birds
And the night stars their guides.
But the People remembered
The old ways,
The old ways of our land.
And only the dreams of their loved ones,
The living and the dead,
Could bring them out of Oklahoma,
Could let them make their journey home.
To move faster than the Ponca.
We walked barefoot in the snow.
We were nearly dead [End Page 673]
When we reached Nebraska.
Our journey had taken us fifty days
We rested ten day to grow strong.
Received a telegram.
The Ponca chiefs have run away—
STOP—
Do not give them any shelter—
STOP—
Do not give them any help—
STOP.
"What can I do?
What can I do?"
We left footprints,
Footprints of blood on the floor.
Right here, Mama.
Saxon.
I saw a feather
Falling from the sky.
A voice calls me
Like a wind blowing
From far away.
Not even your father.
No one will understand.
Besides,
Your friends might laugh.
An Indian.
First.
Second.
Third.