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• 116 marriage Did I go to you enough? Did I give you chance enough? Did I shift my own perspective for you enough without losing my ground? What haunts me is that moment we met, how I saw you across the room went straight to you and sat down. You shook your head no. I laughed, you were the first I ever chose first. Then you turned back marry me. You said marry me every day over and over through every love act. Then I bathed you my groom in the running pearlwhite tub starting with your feet in the center of the honeymoon suite above Lake Tahoe when for the first time you had second thoughts before the ceremony. ...

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