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In Memory of Begum Akhtar (d. 30 October 1974) 1 Your death in every paper, boxed in the black and white of photographs, obituaries, the sky warm, blue, ordinary, no hint of calamity, no room for sobs, even between the lines. I wish to talk of the end of the world. 2 Do your fingers still scale the hungry Bhairavi, or simply the muddy shroud? Ghazal, that death-sustaining widow, sobs in dingy archives, hooked to you. She wears her grief, a moon-soaked white, corners the sky into disbelief. You've finally polished catastrophe, the note you seasoned with decades of Ghalib, Mir, Faiz: I innovate on a noteless raga. 3 Exiling you to cold mud, your coffin, stupid and white, astounds by its ignorance. 28 It wears its blank pride, defleshing the nomad's echo. I follow you to the earth's claw, shouldering time's shadow. This is history's bitter arrogance, this moment of the bone's freedom. 4 You cannot cross-examine the dead. I've taken the circumstantial evidence, your records, pictures, tapes, and offered a careless testimony. I wish to summon you in defense, but the grave's damp and cold, now when Malhar longs to stitch the rain, wrap you in its notes: you elude completely. The rain doesn't speak, and life, once again, closes in, reasserting this earth where the air meets in a season of grief. (for Saleem Kidwai) 29 ...

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