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153 four teen It felt sneaky: our men still crouched be hind bar ri cades of sanc ti mony, lick ing their wounds, nix ing any truce, and here we were, De bora and I, meet ing on the sly, at the cool, sweep ing shore of Sandy Neck. My alibi was sim ple but suffi cient: “Off to the li brary,” I’d said to Stu, a stack of books as proof, and he had scarcely looked up from his Times. The fur tive mood was height ened by the afternoon’s con di tions: the sun like a se cret agent, steal ing from cloud to cloud; a shifty wind that dis ar ranged the dunes. De bora and I had the beach al most to our selves. Two love birds, khaki cuffs rolled up to their knees, held hands and hur dled low break ers. A smoky-haired woman and her not-so-golden re triever hob bled with the same ar thritic gait. We headed east, skirt ing between sand and sea-buffed stones. De bora looked un daunted as she walked across the scree. She wore a crim son wind breaker, but toned at the bot tom, which kept catch ing gusts of breeze and puffing on both sides, call ing to mind the bulg ing cheeks of some one about to blow out birth day can dles. “Wow,” she said. “So beau ti ful.” Her arms stretched up, out ward; her cheek like jacket caught an other gust. “My folks chose well,” I said. “We’re lucky to live so close.” 154 “And me, I am dumb,” she said. “Liv ing on the Cape so long, and never have I come here. We go al ways to Sea gull Beach. Or Craig ville.” “Bet ter sand on that side, I guess. But aren’t they pretty crowded?” “Yes, too crowded. And there, it’s just the beach, you know. Not these.” She pointed to the field of dunes, ris ing on our right, dig nified be hind their fence of No Tres pass ing plac ards. When I was a kid, the dunes weren’t cor doned off for con ser va tion, and so I had free rein to rove among them. Noth ing much but sand out there, end less sun-baked piles, but I had found affin ity with the scat tered clumps of dune grass, im prob able lit tle tufts of green that some how stayed alive. I was perched un stably, too: within my arid fam ily. An alien life form, a boy who liked boys. No won der I ad mired those blades of grass. “Where I live,” said De bora. “Where I come from. Near Natal. The dunes, oh my God, they’re so high.” “Bigger than these?” “Oh! Like sugar moun tains, miles and miles. Gen i pabu, it’s called. You can even ride a camel. Also, if you want, do es qui bunda. It means to ski the hills of sand, sit ting on your bum bum.” To trans late, she smacked me on the butt. “And the men there, the bu gei ros—the ones who have the boo gies?” “The boo gies?” I said. “The open cars . . . no roof on top . . . like jeeps.” “Dune bug gies?” “You know them!” she cried, as if this proved a bond. “The bu gei ros drive you out, way way up to the very top, then they ask, ‘Would you like it with emo tion, or with out?’ ‘Without’ is only nor mal driv ing, slow, down the dune. But ‘with emotion’—it’s so fast, no brake, al most crash ing. Won der ful, just won der ful, it’s per fect!” She beamed with the mem ory, her fea tures going bur nished. “Danny, when we met? He loved so much to go. Hug ging to each other when the buggy it went fly ing. That’s what it was like, you know. Ex actly like that: fly ing.” Here she paused, and seemed to find some thing by her feet. She bent down and scooped a bunch of sand. [3.145.166.7] Project MUSE (2024-04-23 11:58 GMT) 155 “He wanted to go again,” she said. “No mat ter what the price. One more time. One more, with emo tion.” She let the sand drop between her fin gers. “How is Danny now?” I asked. “I...