175 41 It was al ready dusk when I fi nally left Prine ville; I couldn’t stay there. In the book, In dians had called paper “talk ing leaves,” and some thing about that image and An drew Jack son on the twenty and all those books was night mar ish. I watched the loosed golden leaves of cot ton woods blow across the road in front of me, whis per ing, creepy—an old, old song. There wasn’t a car in sight, in ei ther di rec tion. And even tu ally, five or so miles down the road, I came upon an old drive-in movie the a ter, the pave ment all turned up and full of weeds and brush. A ruin. I bet they’d shown some west erns there. The speak ers still stood like skel e tal park ing me ters, and the screen too, enor mous and sin gu lar in the flat sur round ing land scape of sage brush and yel low clumpy flow ers. It was peel ing, and looked to me like a great un no ticed and un rec og nized por tal to some other world—like that big black rec tan gle in 2001: A Space Odys sey. Be cause other than it, there was noth ing but si lence, and just a small breeze play ing in the weeds among those scat tered speak ers, now and again rip pling the big white screen. An ideal place to camp. It looked like any world but the one I just came from. I leaned my bike against a speaker and laid my sleep ing bag down where the pave ment had de te ri orated to dirt but was still nice and flat. I sat there, hold ing Jimmy, propped up against an other speaker, and looked up at that old tat tered screen, won der ing if it had any thing left to say while I nursed my bot tle of Crazy Horse like a self-satisfied in fant. 176 Enor mous in its si lence, white as a ghost, the wind made it dance to a hol low, for lorn song. I looked at it until I was nearly blinded by its blank ness and sleep both, and that’s when Jimmy’s face, like a mir age, filled the screen in those mo ments between wake ful ness and slum ber. Vivid he was too with the big brown eyes and say-nothing smile, the dark scat tered chin scruff, the Adam’s apple and turned-up nose, the tat too for good in front of his ear, the third eye and the golden angel’s hair. And then Jimmy morphed into crow-black-haired Eu gene, and then Eu gene into sigh ing stoic Chief Jo seph, and from there all the rest of those chiefs from the book: Red Cloud and American Horse, beau ti ful with their mouths set and their chests bej e weled with shells (I’d seen men like that—Jimmy, his chest cov ered in pearls); Dull Knife and Sit ting Bull; Spot ted Tail and Hump, with their set, dig nified frowns. And all of them with Cher rie Kee’s hawk nose and Eugene’s pen e trat ing eyes. Fi nally, a painted horse came fly ing off the screen in 3-D and I star tled awake, knock ing over my forty-ouncer, know ing then I’d come to Crazy Horse—the screen a blank be cause he never al lowed any one to take his pic ture. I got up and climbed into my bag, and when I fell back to sleep I dreamed the mono lith was an enor mous tree with white leaves, mov ing in the wind. Talk ing. But I couldn’t make out a word. Next morn ing, I couldn’t ig nore it as I packed up. Kept my eye on it, I did. Rid ing away too, look ing back over my shoul der—kept my eye on it like I had the Campanile Tower at U.C. Berke ley and Mt. Shasta. A pil lar of salt. The truth and the past loom ing and lean ing down over me, the heav ens on bended knee—God wants to make love, the old lech. Or is it death who’s horny? Well whoever or what ever God is, he gets...