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Nostalgia for the Present
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NOSTALGIA FOR THE PRESENT ThemansiononWisconsinAvenue’sbeenrestored,likeroyaltybroughtback toEnglandaftertheplague.Onelookatthebrightbrassknobsandit’sclear: alltheratsherearedead.“Andvoilà,thecoffeeroom!”therealtorsays,opening aglassdoor.I’mafake,ofcourse,noddingspeculativelyasifIjusthappened tohaveahalf-milliontoblowonninebedroomsandthreebathrooms, asifIcouldbatheinmorethanonetubatatime.ButIdowantmybed tobeinvisibleatbreakfast,withmyspoonsstoredfarfrommyshoes: distancesensurethatwakingandwalkingcanproceedapace,thatmylife, unlikemyapartment,hasn’tcollapsedintoasmalldensecubeoftime andspace.Betternottoknowtoomuchphysics,Iwanttotelltherealtor. Betternottoknowwholivedinthishousebeforeitwasrestored, whenitwasadriftintheworldbetweenthewars.Therich areexactlylikeyouandme,onlytheirhouseisemptyandtherings wherethecat’screamsathasbeensandedaway.Andtheirhouse willoutliveusall;itisricherthananyhumanportfolio,baskingintheluxury ofsilence,oflimestonepulledfromminesinIndiana.GotoIndiana andtheholesremain:filledwithwaterlikethepoolsZenmonksuse toreflectonthepovertyofmatter. 7 ...