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  • Parasites
  • Susana Marcelo (bio)

poetry, family, El Salvador, immigrants, Los Angeles, death

Para Mamita Juana, Papita Pablo, y Padrino Reden

Alma lost an eye when her house collapsed under ash.Milo severed his thumb por una bomba.Juana married John in Las Vegas.Ernesto washed dishes in Hollywood until his skin crackedwhile impaled children lined El Mozote.I eat pan con café de palo for breakfast while David Bowie sings labyrinthsto the tune of leather.

Whisper to me the difference between stars in the sky and stars in the pond.

My father was a paratrooper for the Salvadoran army.In every drop, he left morsels of himself in the ground.Guerillas invaded my mother's house in Ilobasco and took her father.She has nightmares, loud and strange.Every day, I try to work harder than the day before.Yet I wonder, Where did Mamita prefer to cry?

When the storms hit El Salvador, cover your head:It rains mangoes.

I was one when my grandmother discovered my palate for dirt;I swallowed handfuls of volcanic soiluntil, half dead, I vomited parasites bursting with life in Los Angeles.

I like the smell of eucalyptus after it rains.

My father worked as a head chef in Studio City,where he met his hero, Chuck Norris. My mothersewed in the Fashion District, needle through thumb,until one day she swore never to sew again. [End Page 132] Severed heads were on display during Easter waiting for names.Tortilleras passed with baskets of fish on their heads.Since I was ten, I'd pray my mother's nightmares end.

If the whistle of El Zipitillo sounds near, then he is far;if it sounds far, then he is near. He eats ashes.

I like to wear riding boots during winter solstice,kicking pebbles and lifeless leaves. I step outin a houndstooth coat and red lipstick that smells of honey.Then I cup my soil-smeared hands to my nose and inhale.In each breath, I savor wet earth.

When the sky is black, only lightning gives us hope,but what we need is compassion

        because it is I, one of the living,

                who must refrain from devouring the earth

                        hoping to reach the dead. [End Page 133]

Susana Marcelo

Susana Marcelo's work has been published in The Wandering Song: Central American Writing in the United States (Tia Chucha, 2017), In-flight Literary Magazine, and the Northridge Review. She is a lecturer at California State University, Northridge, and Los Angeles Valley College. She is also the creative director of La Ceiba: The Undergraduate Journal of Central American Studies.



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