- His Mother Was Sick
in the guest room,out of sight, he said, and unableto hear my first attempt at love
with a strange manor not loveanother word
I was only afraidof hearing this woman coughthrough the door
as I was being nursedto her son's breastboneI would be quiet,
keep my ears to myself as he undidmy cowboy button-up,
dead-lifted me,held mewith his mouth
I pulled at his hair to sayI had never been so weightless,never done this before— [End Page 27]
traveled three exitsto learn how to say yes and no
only his sculpted musclescontinued when I asked himto slow
put my feet on the ground
I had hopedto picture him as blissas sweetheart
owning my kitchen, half-asleep in gym shorts
large hands baptized in yolkI would tie myselfaround his waist
like my mother's apron
she told meit was no good
to live with a man, impossibleto find one worth trustingbut I always thoughtI could
do better than her
and if you were to ask,he will never be
my first but his breath slips in [End Page 28]
when I'm holding tryoutsfor that stout medicinepeppermint
a new bodyI find his handsand they're still warm [End Page 29]
Anthony Isaac Bradley is an mfa candidate at Texas State University. His writing has appeared or is forthcoming in Gargoyle, Cimarron Review, and other journals.