- Trio A, and: Fear and Loathing (Comin' and Goin'), and: Ode to the Happy Negro Hugging the Flag in Robert Colescott's George Washington Carver Crossing the Delaware, and: Private Party, and: Broke Bois
TRIO A*
It's like not being able to take in everything on stage.This is supposed to be a slow rise of the leg. Why can't Iget my leg up higher than this now? We don't have to
Make eye contact. We sit on a bench or something elsewithout a back, and our privates do a double protestagainst censorship and war.
We take off our clothes and tiefive-foot flags around our necksand drape them in front of us, and we perform. [End Page 6]
FEAR AND LOATHING (COMIN' AND GOIN')
I come to party, I show up alone,I feel the beat on my feet, and I'm soloing.I sing sunshine hits in the club.Sunshine hits baby. That's just how I live, lawd—
And Lord was like—I fled the scene,done all I possibly could. The way it works is,sunshine hits something and so, there is something.Gradually, you become unlike that something
You used to hold. I had held a cassette tapein my hands, had helda church in my hands,had held it with heavy hands, had felt love
Like adrenaline, to which no one in the church spoke.I had heard music emanatingfrom a cassette player, had heard it in church,had looked into the pastor's eyes, had held her eyes
In my hands, had felt her love like a fee. Evil eyes,everyone knowswhat your poems are about. Whatever it isgot me laughing. [End Page 7]
ODE TO THE HAPPY NEGRO HUGGING THE FLAG IN ROBERT COLESCOTT'S GEORGE WASHINGTON CARVER CROSSING THE DELAWARE
I have waited all my life to find me find youperched around my black neck in repose
songing of me in repose your black legssonging of me in repose
your black legs a dangle around me I have waitedto find you find your black toes to find them
sundering at the base your black toes your black toe-nails hale and bright your black feet a straddle around me
around my black waist a straddle I finding Iwas born I was born who operated
in the white was born who was bornwho operated in the white chapel
who found your black thighs in reposesonging to each other in repose across
my chest an extended black for blocksa neighborhood song in repose
your crotch an extended blackat my neck your black groin a straddle
around me in repose what life whatthere it is there I had been looked at [End Page 8]
there o lord sucked His blackthorax which spanned as a fracture spanned as I
who grow up in you there as a fracture findyour black breast o lord quiescing
atop my head your other blackbreast o lord hale and bright around me o lord
a pendulum o lord to my black earmy black ear that finds you songing
of me in repose in your staturetoppling to one side of my one side
find your black shoulders a gapingaround me death your body armless
around me death none canskirt it in your mother's way o lord
is finding black fingers there your blackneck is finding lord is rising past
the cumulus-line an extended blacko lord is an extended black o lord
is thinking of self and thinking of self isfinding you there so that when I entered I entered the pulpit I entered. [End Page 9]
PRIVATE PARTY
I broke my leg and would love a friend to talk toat Cornell Hospital. Let's enhance each other's lives.Are you a young boy who can take care of a man, arather big man? Hope you can hold my hand and
Never let it go? If you're familiar with the concept of selfand believe we are repressed by society and...