- Easier
under the bridge were railroad yardswarehouses soot-blackened factoriesmonstrous piles of salt& coal beneath roped tarps & bald tiressmokestacksjunkyardsmore factories & the river& smack besidethe river on my right if I'd walk home on the bridgewas what older kids said wasa slaughterhouse but I'd never see
any cows"just smell" these older kids would say & I'd shrug
"see that wooden ramp they walk up?" they'd say "there'scow shit on it!" & I'd say "that shit's yours" & they'dsay "be serious! cows walk up that ramp! & they can'tsee inside becauseof the dark so they fall the 3 stories & breaktheir necks so it's easier for the workersto slice them open!"
"but has anyone here" I'd ask "seenone freaking cow?"
finally oneday after school the oldest of us said he was downunder the bridge in the middle [End Page 25]
of the night & hesaw cows lined up on the ramp like usafter recess & his best friend calledthat a lie because why would he have beenthere at night? & the oldest kid
swallowed & said hisdad tookhim there because smallmouths were running & his dadknew under the bridge was good since no onefished there since the biggest smallmouthsran at night & no one liked fishing nearthe screams of dying cows
for a good minute then noneof us talked not even to ask howthe screams sounded
it being easier
I thought
to forget the screams
believe what I could
& sleep while smallmouths ranfrom under the bridge to as farfrom us as they wanted [End Page 26]
Mark Wisniewski's second novel, Show Up, Look Good, is slated for publication this fall from Gival Press. His previous short fiction won a Pushcart Prize. Mark's work has appeared in Poetry, Southern Review, Antioch Review, New York Quarterly, and Best American Short Stories 2008.