- No Falsie, Again, and: The Woman at the Philadelphia Furniture Show, and: Performance, and: Nap
No Falsie, Again
Moonflowers don't likepink pocketed camisoles.Morning glories hateclear plastic tits.
Fall's first chickadee singscreepycreepy. In a prosthesis-stuffedbra, I'm a horse wearing harnessand bit, driver pulling one strap
for right, yanking another for left.I exit the shop (second attemptto look nice and normal), swingingno sack—shirt loose, free, flat.
The Woman at the Philadelphia Furniture Show
Before cancer, I might not havenoticed her collarboneknobs, raccoon eyes. NowI try not to gawk amidpolished wood dovetailsin convention hall spacewe visitors walk throughon imperfect joints. My [End Page 217]
friend buys a quilt, skyto spread on her bed. Up ahead,the woman—skin gray,pants loose—picks up salad forks,wide maple mittens. Perhapsher sore mouth can crunchtoday's lettuce leaf. Strolling,
I see each person shimmer—hand-crafted, exquisite,brief.
Performance
Naomi Kaise gets stuck, can't findthe note. Plump shoulders slumped, she triesagain—tee dum, ta dah—gropes—blindman's buff. We twitch, we fry,
our turns next, parents listening. She criesat last, slow silent tears plink loudupon the keys. The teacher helps her slidefrom sticky bench to seat. Somehow
we older pupils play by rote, bow.My Schubert serenading done, I takesix cookies, gulp pink punch, vowto quit before the next recital date.
Outside, Dad lights a cigarette.You're off the hook. I. Can't. Stand it. [End Page 218]
Nap
When I wrote about Dan spraying Jon,his neophyte dad, during a diaper change,my husband Claude (who once taughtsex ed)
told me that penis comes from feather,cunt means wedge. Some readers gaspedat the words I picked. Maybe I should havesaid
weenie or peepee, written the baby'sfeather sprayed his pop, but some might nothave understood. David, my pal and Jon'sfather
(type wrong and you've got feather), witnessedthe spurt—just like the wetting Jon, as a newborn,had given him. Quoting David, I chosehosed
instead of sprayed, wrote pissed on, as in I'vebeen waiting 35 years to see you get et cetera—notalcum
on David's speech. Olga's diner stood for Olga'sbreasts. A few didn't grasp her diner staying openall night—asked, What do you mean? I said,Take
a guess. When Claude gives me a kiss,suggests, Let's have a nap, he's sayingthree little words—diner, feather,wedge. [End Page 219]
Margaret Robinson's chapbook, Sparks, is available from Pudding House Publishers. She teaches at Widener University and lives in Swarthmore, Pennsylvania.