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The Reincarnated Beethoven
- Callaloo
- Johns Hopkins University Press
- Volume 28, Number 3, Summer 2005
- pp. 658-670
- 10.1353/cal.2005.0122
- Article
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From The Reincarnated Beethoven
Yusef Komunyakaa
Overture:
you shouldn't fret so.
At least, he's tied himself
to that Casio.
of what I see
inside my head
when I gaze out.
when you gave him
all those buttons
and keys to play?
he's sat behind grand pianos
playing sonatas at Carnegie Hall
and the Botanical Garden.
in the streets, [End Page 658]
and the Lord knows
that's a blessing.
Am I completely selfish?
Did I buy him that Casio
because I hoped his playing
could slow down my dying?
why do you fret yourself
this way? I remember
you said you had seen
hunger in his eyes
as a boy played a piano,
and that you couldn't
stand to see Dewitt's envy.
or four
lifetimes
ago.
when he touches the keys?
if he has enough iron
left in his fists
to walk these streets.
something stronger
than iron in his fists. [End Page 659]
want him to forget
how to weep.
I'm awful tired
these long days.
at you, and I see—
I see nothing
but a big appetite
for living.
let me tell you:
Don't let anyone say
this virus can't make God
kneel down inside you.
and can't see nothing
but good, old-timey hope.
I want to thank you
for being such a good friend
for those times
you kept an eye
on Dewitt and Sis
when I went back to school,
and for now when I spend
hours in a room with the Lord
in one dark corner
and Satan in another. [End Page 660]
chasing the shadow
of some boy's boombox.
on her, Denise.
and hip-hop
with that girl,
and she calls her brother
Mister Retrograde.
to have a little back beat,
to not be misunderstood
down on Mean Street.
from Scene 2
everything we see
and hear.
a boy doesn't have half
a chance,
a victim of circumstance. [End Page 661]
and the outside,
and sometimes
we know too much
for our own good.
everything we see
and hear.
can a boy like him
be taken serious,
if he's minus
half a chance,
a victim of circumstance?
and the outside,
and sometimes
we know too much
for our own good.
and taking votes.
What can we say:
Do we say
sexually-transmitted
or a dirty needle?
Your guess is as good
as mine. Yeah,
his mama tries hard
but death always
has a trump card.
Scene 3
eat your eggs and grits.
Drink your orange juice.
so you can walk like a man.
to wear out your tongue
with excuses—excuses—
standing in the doorway
of The Three Deuces.