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Dancing Man
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•42• Dancing Man Hewasneveranyoneyouknew dancingmanwithascarf strappedtohiship. Toouncaringhowhislimbs whiptheairsilvertobe effeminate—Hisloinstoolusty, fulloflager,tomusterthesheer ruddinessofasummerruddygirl. TheoneIhated. TheoneIwas. IfIhaddancedwithhim,Mother, Iwouldhavemarriedhim foryou Asitis,mymouthhungeredlushness, blackplums,peachesrunny downveinychins.Asitwas, IneverknewGrandmamawasagypsy tillIflewheadlongintowinds whippingmyskirt,intopockets formenandmentosinkinto— AllthetimetheDancingMan blewonmybreastinthedark. IthoughtI’dgomad,burning whitecandlestothebottom ofmynightstohavehim inme. •43• IfIhadkissedhim,Mother, Iwouldhavesungtohim tillIbrokeandtheblood rememberedallthewhitelight flickeringthefacesinthedark, mistakenforhisface, andnotmarked. There’sapriceagirlpays whenafatherstrollssolightly around.Hisshadowringingabout thememory.Acloudforbidding entry,forbidding gathering...AllIwantedwasgold earth,ashawlfortheheat, tolaymyburningwhite skintothecolddirt...AllIwanted wasthesunburninglimbswhipping silverandnotcaring Asitis,girlsharboredunfettered likethat.Younevertoldme. Ineverknew. Armsfeatheringlovely tothesky. Wingstornoffbutterflieshungering forheat tooimpatientwithseasonsburied inwhitetowait. [13.58.82.79] Project MUSE (2024-04-24 14:40 GMT) •44• Notwaiting.Notcaring. Blackscarveswithrosesdancing. Rednessrippingtheirlegs all the long black all the long black night. ...