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Piano with Distance
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37 PIANOWITHDISTANCE IguessIcouldplayit. Soundinmyheadcoming thesametimemyhand doessomething.Orbefore Ihearathing.Thisthinggrand andblack,sideways-languid asanislandyou’dapproach fromtheair,big,forever torturingitsspunwiresinside, stretchedloworhigh.Andthey break—when?Justpast themostlofty,squeezedout,my chipping-away-with-a-hairpin note.Weusedtomake thunderaskids,booming inthelowestregisterourbrief storiesofutterdisaster.Andthen thehighquickfallofrain— supposedtobesoothing.Itwas mindless—thatclinkclinkclink. WhatcanIsay?Wewere easilypleasedbythefamously unoriginal.Ours wasaspinet.Ineverlearnedright. 38 Ineverreallylearnedthough myteacher,agenius,one Mr.Schwartz,inch byinchbrought everyotherinstrument inthefabulousworld tomylessons—violin,clarinet, gleamingsmallbicyclewheel ofFrenchhornIheard tomyleftturningover andundermyunthinkable measures.Buttheoboetookme rightout:goodbyelittlelivingroom, goodbyeSt.Bartholomew’s, CorneliaAvenue,Chicago,1959. Atlast!—Mr.Schwartz forgotmepluggingaway atmyminuet,heoboe-losttocircle animpossibleplanetyettobefound bysometrickofmathor discoveredforrealandgivenaname, adriftwhereitwasn’tcold,wasn’t darkbutitgotdarker.Isn’the something?mymotheralways saidlater.SoIincludedhertoo— me!ekingoutmyterribleMozart, [18.224.246.203] Project MUSE (2024-04-26 12:42 GMT) 39 shewaybackinthekitchen levitating,ohsomewhere inthathour,secret whoevershewas. ...