The Beauty of Men Never Dies: An Autobiographical Novel

Contents

vii Contents The Beauty of Men Never Dies 3 Lovers 7 Role Models 9 Fenil 12 A Dream 17 The Day I Knew Everything Wasn’t Going to Turn Out All Right 19 The Night I Definitely Knew Everything Wasn’t Going to Turn Out All Right 20 Falling in Love Again 22 Mr. P. 26 My Injured Foot 29 The Only Thing I’ve Ever Killed 31 What Can I Tell You about Grant Radke? 35 Old Songs 39 Sex Incidents 43 Writing 46 The Little Tree 48 My Life in New York 50 My Credo 55 The Story That Comes to You 56 Paris 65 Men and Cats 67 My Little Conversation with God 70 Contents viii (Some of the) Men in My Life 72 Voyeurama 80 The Question 86 Montevideo 89 Men in Buenos Aires 91 A Trip 95 When I Was Very Small 99 Another Trip 100 On Bariloche, Argentina 103 The Movie 105 A Theme of Death 108 Panama 112 They Let Me Cry Myself to Sleep 124 Driving through the Stars 126 The Fall of Phaeton 128 Last Notes on the Theme of Death 130 My Cat and the Abbott 132 Just Shut Up 133 I Really Loved It 134 My Nude 135 The Beauty of Men Never Dies ...