225 50 It was 6:00 a.m., so Guer rero Street was more or less empty, fogenshrouded —all the bet ter to make my es cape. But so beau ti ful too. San Fran cisco was a mad den ing city, hard to leave, a place where nos tal gia could set in thirty sec onds on the back of an image. Every place else took years, but San Fran cisco was beau ti ful like a curse. It wouldn’t let you go. “Left my heart” and all that. Plat i tudes with an iron grip. I pulled, took a deep breath, and re minded my self that de spite all ev i dence to the contrary, I was in re al ity. San Fran cisco may be cov ered with Vic to rian sugar, but the bis cuit under the frost ing is the same as any where else. You’ve got to keep re mind ing your self of that. Oth er wise it’s the city of prom ises never quite de livered. And that could be any thing from a sunny day to the fa bled Oz of homo sex u al ity, which was chip ping away like old paint as so many of us died. Some times I plain hated San Fran cisco, the way it dis sem bled and se duced. The ac ro nym closed in on Jimmy just as soon as he ar rived. He was sick within two months, after hav ing been asymp to matic until he reached our fair city—our fair, en chanted city, shad owed by the angel of death that no one sees until it’s hov er ing over you like the fog and you can’t get out from under it. Trick ster city. Black widow with a pretty Vic to rian hour glass on its belly, and we’re all crawl ing around clue less as fools on its web. And it wants your heart, so don’t doubt it’ll ask. ...