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Speaking to both a personal and collective loss, in Brother Bullet Casandra López confronts her relationships with violence, grief, guilt, and ultimately, endurance. Revisiting the memory and lasting consequences of her brother’s murder, López traces the course of the bullet—its trajectory, impact, wreckage—in lyrical narrative poems that are haunting and raw with emotion, yet tender and alive in revelations of light.

Drawing on migratory experiences, López transports the reader to the Inland Empire, Baja California, New Mexico, and Arizona to create a frame for memory, filled with imagery, through the cyclical but changing essence of sorrow. This is paralleled with surrounding environments, our sense of belonging—on her family’s porch, or in her grandfather’s orange grove, or in the darkest desert. López’s landscapes are geographical markers and borders, connecting shared experiences and memories.

Brother Bullet tugs and pulls, drawing us into a consciousness—a story—we all bear.

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  1. Cover
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  1. Half Title, Series Titles, Title Page, Copyright
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  1. Contents
  2. pp. v-vi
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  1. Bullet Breaks
  1. Where Bullet Breaks: San Bernardino 2010
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  1. 10th St Porch: Investigation
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  1. Father Made Us
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  1. I Could Have
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  1. Remember This
  2. p. 11
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  1. The Wreckage
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  1. I Am Sorry for Your Loss
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  1. Brother and I: Two Ghost Fish
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  1. At the House: Evidence
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  1. Those Who Speak to Trees Remember
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  1. The Sweet in the Bitter: Inland Empire
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  1. One Year Memorial
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  1. Midnight Memorial 2011
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  1. Flight
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  1. Bullet Teaches
  1. What Bullet Teaches
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  1. Open the Door: Eyewitness
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  1. Dear Brain Bullet
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  1. The First 48
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  1. An Unknown
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  1. What Body Can Bear
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  1. For Those Who Dream of the Dead
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  1. Lake Days: San Bernardino Mountains
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  1. Piñon Man
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  1. The Darkest of Deserts
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  1. New Language
  1. A New Language
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  1. Refugio Beach
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  1. Your Name: A Diamond Stolen from Our Mouths
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  1. Where Cement Splits
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  1. This Distance: Santa Fe
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  1. Eclipse: Albuquerque 2012
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  1. Suddenly It Comes And
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  1. Biological
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  1. In This Desert
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  1. Continent of Desire
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  1. Remains
  1. What Remains
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  1. Someone
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  1. Sun Receding into Earth
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  1. Sometimes
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  1. Mouthed Memory
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  1. Bone Map
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  1. Peeled Fruit
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  1. When I Was a Young Girl
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  1. Sister Song
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  1. Second Son, Bright Star
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  1. 4th of July: San Bernardino 2015
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  1. Some Boys
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  1. For Those Who Learn to Sew Sorrow
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  1. Oranges Are Not Indigenous
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  1. Acknowledgments
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  1. About the Author
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