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For Decades I Was Silent
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In 1939, Baruch Goldstein was a religiously observant adolescent resident of the Jewish community in Mlawa, a town that was then in East Prussia. After war broke out, the Jewish community there was relatively sheltered, as that region was incorporated into the German Reich rather than into the General Government (the German run-fragment of pre-war Poland, where conditions were harsh for everyone). However in 1942, Goldstein was sent to Auschwitz, where he stayed two-and-a-half years. His family was scattered all to their deaths, but he survived the war--barely. For Decades I Was Silent is an account of life in a small Polish-German town and provides information on the religious life of the Jewish citizens. This book creates a direct sense of the random, mystifying personal violence individuals felt at the hands of Germans--not the anonymous industrial death machine, but immediate, face-to-face violence.

After the war, Goldstein drifted as a refugee to UNRR camps in Italy. Over time, young Goldstein had to face the fact that all of his extended family was lost and he had only the possibilities of Palestine or help from distant relatives in the United States as a future. His American relatives urged him to enter the United States as a yeshiva student, and eventually he became a rabbi and started a family. As a young rabbinical student, and then as a rabbi, Goldstein was forced to confront the events of the Holocaust and the damage done to his faith. This well-written and evocative book eloquently handles Goldstein’s story.

Table of Contents

  1. Cover
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  1. Title Page, Copyright, Dedication
  2. pp. i-vi
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  1. Contents
  2. pp. vii-viii
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  1. Preface
  2. pp. ix-x
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  1. Acknowledgments
  2. pp. xi-xii
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  1. List of Extended Family Members Who Perished in the Holocaust, 1939–1945
  2. pp. xiii-xvi
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  1. Introduction
  2. pp. 1-2
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  1. 1. Origins
  2. pp. 3-16
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  1. 2. The Rise of the Nazi Party and the Invasion of Poland
  2. pp. 17-26
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  1. 3. Mlawa under German Occupation
  2. pp. 27-36
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  1. 4. The First Expulsion of Jews from Mlawa and the Creation of a Ghetto
  2. pp. 37-42
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  1. 5. Refugees in Lubartów
  2. pp. 43-47
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  1. 6. On the Way Back Home to Mlawa
  2. pp. 48-57
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  1. 7. A Prisoner in the Labor Camps
  2. pp. 58-65
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  1. 8. Life in the Mlawa Ghetto
  2. pp. 66-75
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  1. 9. Liquidation of the Mlawa Ghetto
  2. pp. 76-78
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  1. 10. To the Auschwitz Concentration Camp
  2. pp. 79-92
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  1. 11. The Long Road to Liberation
  2. pp. 93-111
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  1. 12. From Slavery to Freedom
  2. pp. 112-120
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  1. 13. Decision Making
  2. pp. 121-129
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  1. 14. First Passover in America
  2. pp. 130-137
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  1. 15. Husband, Father, Teacher
  2. pp. 138-146
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  1. 16. I Find My Calling
  2. pp. 147-152
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  1. 17. My Return to Mlawa
  2. pp. 153-160
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  1. 18. To Jerusalem
  2. pp. 161-164
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  1. 19. Faith after the Holocaust
  2. pp. 165-177
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  1. Epilogue: Gratitude and Hope
  2. pp. 178-180
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  1. Notes
  2. pp. 181-186
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  1. Glossary
  2. pp. 187-192
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