Cover

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pp. 1-1

Title Page, Copyright

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pp. 2-7

Contents

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pp. vii-viii

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Foreword

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pp. ix-x

"Doing this book has been a kind of catharsis," James Farmer wrote in 1984 as he completed the manuscript of his remarkable autobiography. "It did not rid me of the past Instead, it placed that which has gone before in perspective, bringing me to terms with the present ... " ...

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Preface

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pp. xi-xii

James Farmer didn't want his written chronicle of the Civil Rights movement to end with Lay Bare the Heart. As late as 1996, he spoke of a new book he would call The Old Warrior Speaks. Because he has lost his eyesight and both legs and suffers from congestive heart failure, another book is unlikely. ...

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Acknowledgments

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pp. xiii-xiv

In any undertaking of this magnitude, noting all indebtedness would exceed the limitations of space. I would be remiss, though, if I did not especially thank Dr. William Haddon, president of the Insurance Institute for Highway Safety, for permitting the institute's word processor to be used in the drafting and editing of the manuscript. ...

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Part I: Mississippi Revisited

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pp. 1-32

Captain Ray's index finger shot through the air. "Follow that police officer," he said with professional aplomb, "and get into the patrol wagon." ...

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Part II: PK (Preacher's Kid)

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pp. 33-66

Someday, someone will do an illuminating book on PK's in the black experience. Preachers' kids. What becomes of them and what do they become and why? They lead lives unlike any others: exposed to merciless scrutiny, spared no censure, even denied most of the childhood mischief indispensable to growing up. ...

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Part III: Drawing Board

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pp. 67-116

Jim, for God's sake turn on your radio," the shrill voice of Bernice Fisher screeched over the phone. "The Japanese have attacked Pearl Harbor! We're going to war!" ...

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Part IV: Intellectual Coming of Age

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pp. 117-148

"Farmer, what are you reading these days?" It was the voice of Melvin B. Tolson yelling, without straining, across a hundred yards of the Wiley College campus in Marshall, Texas, in the fall of 1934. ...

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Part V: Looking for a Place to Stand

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pp. 149-184

The Harlem Ashram on Fifth Avenue, one house below 125th Street, was as incongruous in Harlem as the Bucket of Blood Bar, which faced it, would have been on a street in Bombay. ...

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Part VI: Spreading of the Wings

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pp. 185-292

The first capital of the Confederacy had become the mecca of the civil rights movement in America, and an eloquent Baptist preacher sat as its high priest and stood as its prophet. ...

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Part VII: Cut Off at the Pass

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pp. 293-314

"Mr. Farmer, I've got to get this civil rights bill through Congress, and I'm going to do it. If I never do anything else in my whole life, I'm going to get this job done. It won't be easy, but I'm going to do it. I have to get some of the Republicans on our side. You civil rights leaders can help me on that. ...

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Part VIII: The Nixon Foray

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pp. 315-346

"I am serious, Jim," spoke Robert E. Finch, Nixon's secretary-designate for Health, Education, and Welfare (HEW). "I appreciated your serving on my advisory committee after I was nominated, and sitting in on the briefings I received from HEW officials. Your comments were very helpful. ...

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Part IX: Ebbtide

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pp. 347-352

Three and a half decades of pitched battles had left me war weary. At age fifty-six and in good health, I could not think of retiring. Like an aging prizefighter, I still found the shouts of the crowd aroused a pleasant nostalgia, resulting in a surge of adrenaline pumping through my veins. ...

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Epilogue

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pp. 353-354

Martin left us with a dream unrealized and a promise unfulfilled. Our nation deceives itself with the fiction that the task is complete and racism is dead and all is well. The myth surrounds us that America suddenly has become color-blind, and that all that remains is an economic problem. ...

Appendix A

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pp. 355-360

Appendix B: James Farmer on Malek Memo

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pp. 361-362

Index

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pp. 363-370