Venus in the Afternoon
Publication Year: 2012
Published by: University of North Texas Press
Title Page, Copyright, Dedication, Quote
Much thanks to all of the members of my past and current writing groups—the original group: Dan Boyne, George Harrar and Joan Leegant; my Thursday night group: Pagan Kennedy, Susan Mahler, Karen Propp, Lauren Slater, Priscilla Sneff; the Thursday night offshoot group: Susan Dworkin, Karen Propp...
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Venus in the Afternoon
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