- Rebound
What do you call a drummer without a girlfriend?Homeless. Why did the drummer stare at the can
of frozen juice? It said "concentrate."My friends must've been saving up these jokes
for weeks, but shared them only after the flinghad ended. What do you call a woman who loses
180 pounds of useless fat?Divorced. Yes, the drummer was tall and strong,
an ex-Marine who'd served in Somalia and wona medal for quick decision-making, which means
he'd shot a camel that was blocking the road.But oh, the way he lifted me, held
me by the hips, carried me from roomto room, so in the morning I'd have to right
the fallen furniture, clean my handprintsfrom high on the bathroom mirror where I'd braced
myself, like tidying a murder scene.When we broke the futon, felt its leg snap
and buckle beneath us, I laughed, but hekept going. I visited his place only once.
His rented room was slanted five degreesas the house slipped downhill towards a creek. [End Page 545]
He'd made it up for me, swept the floor,but either didn't own or couldn't find
a dustpan, so I almost walked right into the moundof dirt, hair, broken glass, and change,
enough to buy a watery beer downtown.I picked out the coins and left them atop
the crate that served as his nightstand. His father had diednot long before. He wanted to fall in love.
It took me over a week to convince him that wehad broken up. Later, after he
was dating a girl I'd introduced him to,I heard that he and my ex had become friends.
It was inevitable, in that college town,that sticky dive bar where, the story goes,
a man got stabbed during an argumentabout what possums eat. I wonder what
they talk about. Music, probably—crunchy guitars, fuzzy amps, why
a pillow in a bass drum helps to muffle the sound. [End Page 546]
JULIANA GRAY's third poetry collection, Honeymoon Palsy, is forthcoming from Measure Press. Poems have appeared in Best American Poetry 2016 and journals such as Birmingham Poetry Review and Waccamaw. An Alabama native, she lives in western New York and teaches at Alfred University.