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  • Rana Plaza
  • Erin Murphy (bio)

A building housing five factories in Savar, Bangladesh, collapsed onApril 24, 2012, killing nearly one-third of the 3,600 textile workers.

My father was in the hospitalthat day, his pulse as low as

the Bangshi during dry season.I wanted to stay with him,

but we were warned No time offfor illness, not even your own.

Had he died, which, Alhamdulillah,he did not, the bosses would

have said, Nothing to be doneif he’s dead, he’s dead.

And so I left my father’s side.It was 8:10 a.m. when I arrived.

Workers gathered by the gate,afraid. Reshma squeezed

my arm. In my mind there isa photograph of her wearing that [End Page 297]

purple and red salwar kameez.Inspectors were here, she breathed

into my ear. They say it is unsafe.We had all seen the cracks. Up close,

the building sounded like someonechewing uncooked rice. And who

was surprised? Each day crewsadded more floors, it seemed,

like a tower of toy blocks waitingto topple. I am not the type

to complain. I am gratefulfor work. One who cannot

read or write cannot expectthe privileges of the rich. I sew

until midnight most shifts. I sewto feed my boys and send them

to school where I hope they learnwhat they need to make

a better life. Reshma and Ihesitated. The bosses said

Don’t worry, mahilaa, it’s fineand herded us through the door

like goats. Come, come, they said,We have orders to fill. I turned

on my machine, a workhorse:100 stitches per second, [End Page 298]

so smooth it’s like sewingthrough ghee. If I could

afford one of my own, I wouldtake in jobs in our home.

It would be cramped, with allof us in one room, but I could

roll the boys’ beds during the day.That morning, as I sat down

on my stool, I felt a shudderand then, in a flash, the walls

were gone and the floor fellaway from my feet. I was buried

to my hips in a pile of concrete.It took nine hours for help to come

and many more to pull me free.But no Reshma, no Reshma,

whose name means like silk.They found her two and a half

weeks later. She had survivedon rainwater and biscuits

scavenged from the rucksacksof the dead. Even now she carries

their dust in her mouth.Others were not as lucky.

Grandmothers, women with youngchildren, girls not old enough [End Page 299]

to marry. Sweet Mita whoalways bit her bottom lip

as she fed rivers of fabricacross the plate. So many lost

their lives that day. But if wehad refused to go upstairs,

we would have lost our jobs.So we obeyed. [End Page 300]

Erin Murphy

Erin Murphy is the author of six books of poetry, most recently Ancilla, a collection of poems voiced by historical figures who played ancillary roles in the lives of well-known writers, artists, musicians, scientists, and philosophers. She is coeditor of Making Poems: Forty Poems with Commentary by the Poets. Her works have been published in numerous journals and anthologies, and featured on Garrison Keillor’s The Writer’s Almanac. She is professor of English and creative writing at Penn State Altoona.

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