- 1961, and: Easter Drama
1961
It was the year they coined all-you-can-eat,so when we tucked our paper napkins under our chins
bowls and platters line danced each time we saidenough already, I’m full! Suddenly we had back
talk, words to describe that but Mahhhhhhhhhh whine.And when a girl insisted she had to have Malibu Barbie,
didn’t say please, begged for the Peter Max sheets,we had a word for her now, and it was bratty. Because
a draft warranted dodging, we got draft dodger,because a war in the jungle had been smoldering
six interminable years, we got no-win. It was the yearHeinlein busted out grok, an understanding so thorough
and deep, the lonesome soul gave way to the drippy mascaraof the group, and when she did, a malapportioned nitpicker,
a sexy attendee, could write it all down in a memo,or else drown her sorrows in a microwave while gazing
at moon shots. That was the year of the walk-in,where a dishy gal didn’t need to call ahead for a shampoo
and set, a towering beehive. While Ray Charles belted out“Unchain My Heart,” we were skiddooing our skyjacks, [End Page 122]
sleeping in, tuning out in the key of Valium, soft landingour power-broker spacecrafts, trying on permissivism.
Back then everyone was a unitarded, wheeling-and-dealingpaparazzo; it was all fab, no trade-offs, round-the-clock zazzy.
Someone said wazoo, so wazoo it was, and we were psyched,so very psyched, even while servicing our modules, even
when we were trying on our reentry shtick, sidling up,for the gillionth time, to the buffet line, loading our plates
with splashdown.
Easter Drama
Past Liquor World, past Pappy’s BBQ, a red-tailed hawkrapturously dive bombs a crow over 71B on the anniversary
of Christ’s surprise visit to the tea-time gals to whom he proclaimedin the fellowship of the kingdom there shall be neither man nor woman,
one of His many Ascension Day manifestations—puzzling, thespianlypregnant. Twenty-one centuries later, plenty of post-Maundy Broadway,
bud-bursting serviceberry, potboiler mayapple, bodice-busting lackof poke. We’re drowning in theatrics, raftless, the kids playing tag
in the grass while we search the banks for an unhistrionic patch of sand,for an adramatic rock to throw. The girl with her shirt off.
The boy without his shoes. Maybe Jesus meant we’re one and the same,interchangeable, though of course not, so Barbie/Tonka, Dora/Diego. [End Page 123]
My brother who swore off booze the same day his Savior rosefrom the dead swears tacos linguas flex your lips, lucid your speech,
make pronouncing juego de dramatización a cinch, but I don’t cravethe stage or angst or tears, anyone’s piece of mind or tongue
or lip. What I want is vaudeville’s opposite, charge-neutral,as the coach coacher couched it, so take your one-act,
condense it down to ten minutes, then chuck it pastDon Tyson Boulevard, where they’ll grind it down
to an unassuming meal for a small defenseless pet. [End Page 124]
Martha Silano’s poems have appeared widely in such places as the Paris Review, Poetry Daily, North American Review, Kenyon Review Online, and The Best American Poetry 2009. Her books are What the Truth Tastes Like, Blue Positive, and The Little Office of Immaculate Conception, winner of the 2010 Saturnalia Books Poetry Prize, an Academy of American Poets Noted Book, and a Washington State Book finalist. Her collection House of Mystery (Saturnalia Books) is forthcoming. She teaches at Bellevue College.